Yet another entry,

yet another pitiful excuse for an upsetting post.
I suppose one can really never know what is going on in my head :X

I'm sorry if I've disappointed anyone with the lack of high spirits and enthusiasm but seriously, I do not have any.
I am so drained, so washed out, so spaced out.

And just as I thought I had passed the threshold of unhappiness for the day (refer to pictures below: happy nails and a happy miu miu dress)



I revert back to my old ways -- Frightening, and very tedious.

Inevitably something had to come along in the decision of taking over, preceding this very sad night.
The perfect Miu Miu dress I no longer find joy to share.
Nothing you want to hear.
Nothing I want to do, that I should do, that I will do - therefore I am lying to you if I tell you I do.

Low ebb, pensive mood.


I believe God will meddle with me.

As of now, I prefer stoning. I am stoning. Could do this all night.