Drink some milk and go to bed

FRIENDS is massive yummy again - Cant remember the last time I glued myself to anything.

I'm Seasons and Episodes all over again and not enough.

Plus the best lines of FRIENDS constantly crack me up.... throw abit of pout, when I watched Ross said, "You're over me? When were you ... under me?"

- I was a bout of "How apt." Everything speaks to me! : )
*Shiver, but in a nice way.

"Now that's what I call closure my friend."


God is indeedy very good to me.

I'm flying.

Whew.

It took me 2 days didnt it? To waddle in my pace, in the pits, to finally understand I am calmer and am only better off without worrying about friends and the unnecessary.

When was everyone so important to me? When was outside the problem ever a problem? When was that told decision ever noble?

I choose to give no regard to the many, and leaving - although possibly the worst idea ever, makes me really happy.

Absolute.

You're over me? When were you ... under me?

I should stop being surprised...

Am I living in a trapped loop? Or the hole I keep digging at?


Maybe it's true what J says.. "The best way to fall out of love, is to fall in love again."

Attempting to resuscitate a pile of bones

For the past hours I did my best to sift through what seemed like important and serious decisions to make and in the end selected a long forgotten blog of mine to write on.

Oh, it's time for the I Feel Very Upset Today already, is it?

The journey of accelerated healing and restoration, the brillant love Jesus came to love me with, the liberation of happiness.

Why?
Because amid good days, today, there is that whiff of desperation to creep back into the hole I never thought I would return to.

The black hole. The hole brimming with ignorance and escapism.

I am the freak.



At heart I'm indulging in being away. But even the thought of the happiness protection didnt cheer me.