Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Attempting to resuscitate a pile of bones

For the past hours I did my best to sift through what seemed like important and serious decisions to make and in the end selected a long forgotten blog of mine to write on.

Oh, it's time for the I Feel Very Upset Today already, is it?

The journey of accelerated healing and restoration, the brillant love Jesus came to love me with, the liberation of happiness.

Why?
Because amid good days, today, there is that whiff of desperation to creep back into the hole I never thought I would return to.

The black hole. The hole brimming with ignorance and escapism.

I am the freak.



At heart I'm indulging in being away. But even the thought of the happiness protection didnt cheer me.

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