Saturday, July 5, 2008

Which is why I started to cry

When someone pasted this link to me, and told me he would listen to this whenever he was sad, I was eager.
Until I heard it.
Until I heard the first line. And cried.

.. and there he said, "That's the whole point. Thats why i hear it.. to make me cry cause i always feel better after crying it out.. I always tell myself I was the one that started things and in a sense caused myself to be unhappy and everyday i learn something new. And to not make the same mistakes again. Just want you to feel better. Hugs."

SMAP. It feels like I just got slapped, right across my face.



I started a joke, which started the whole world crying,
but I didn't see that the joke was on me, oh no.

I started to cry, which started the whole world laughing,
oh, if I'd only seen that the joke was on me.

I looked at the skies, running my hands over my eyes,
and I fell out of bed, hurting my head from things that I'd said.

Til I finally died, which started the whole world living,
oh, if I'd only seen that the joke was on me.

I looked at the skies, running my hands over my eyes,
and I fell out of bed, hurting my head from things that I'd said.

'Til I finally died, which started the whole world living,
oh, if I'd only seen that the joke was on me.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Dear,

Heart breaks are never easy. Because the heart is the most fragile part of us. One organ as small as a fist can bring a spectrum of emotions.

Let it feel what it feels, let your tears flow free.

I know the process is painful but the ending is sure. You will get better, more glorious and stronger.

Love you,
Kim

Mxx said...

Kim,

I'm sorry, but I stopped crying and there you hold my hand, you touch my heart. I start crying again.

I thank Daddy for youu. And despite the distance, I know you know me.

Amen to getting better, more glorious and stronger.

Can't wait for you to be back with me.

Forever,
MXX