Of course not with the exception of sadder things first (!!) (not again!) - The mental hurdle of sad thoughts occupying my mind should well be overcomed. Very soon. Stay Positive my friends :D
Met up with E earlier in the evening today. She spoke about the tiff she had with her boyfriend this afternoon - one of disputed lunch action - eg are we having lunch together? No? If we're not, why not? I am at your office already. No, I dont want to lunch with your colleagues, thank you.
It was a small bicker. In fact E felt it wasnt her boyfriend's fault. She said she could do with more understanding.
Bwah.
In a fitter and more motivated past, I would have agreed and said, "Wow. So sweet."
But. Well. I was not today.
The whole thing kinda tore my ribbons away.
Frankly, I think it blew my fragile mind.
No more, no less.
I think her boyfriend's a schmuck (sorry E!) and all that effort and tributes of love from E startles me.
Am I the weird girl here?
I should say in my defence I think the relationship between love and me has altered.
I think love a hoax. And marriage? I think it's a disease.
I'm better off a small island of my own :))
On to happier things!
I cant fly to Aussie anymore (Very very sad - but I remember Serene's post on trade-offs and well. I have a trade-off); Aussie annual leave is too close to Church camp leave (2nd to 5th Sept) but --
I get to buy my dslr! (massive massive crush) (also refer to previous post on attempt to buy dslr)
Unutterbly cool. I am doing more research, in hope to outdo L, who kindly rang me up today learning of my "Wish-incident" and concern being done over, wants to know if I am really serious about getting a dslr because "you dont want to leave it to dust".
An awfully sweet gesture but
Drum roll --- (further to the massive massive crush I have on a slr) -- I've been meaning to expand my knowledge on photography and compact cameras dont work on me no more. Fact.
I promise to do outstanding snaps.
Watch me reap my reward.
3 comments:
well, i only can say that its different perspective or maybe u havent meet someone in life whom u wanna give in that much. whahahhaha. life is all about give n take. it always go around like bee. not thinking that much. i actually ended ytd night with a peaceful dinner and everything just put behind my back.ha! thanks dear for standing for me! mauck!
I met someone I gave my all for, countless times.
Countless times because I dont count them; countless because it dont matter to me how much.
Giving but not at the expense of lifelessness, if that makes sense to you. To love is to give. But also to know your standing, your assumed role as the female in the relationship.
You deserve the best; nothing less.
hon, i pray hard that u will meet one who always most willing to give you the best, the one who love u the most, the one who protect you for the rest of your life, cox u deserve the best too!
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