Sunday, April 12, 2009

I'm not a show-off, God shows me off.

I received a rose today, and indeed happy. Because my Father loves me.
He sets my circumstances right, my paths straight and turns all mistakes to blessings.
I have a Father who loves me with an everlasting love, the love that sets me to be the woman He wants me to be, a love that goes beyond my faults and emotions.

I'm loved and through the card and rose, I feel appreciated. Truely.

I just placed the rose in sugar water (the best no less!!)! And maybe that sounds crazy but I love flowers and the plastic sheet has squashed the petals to near-death. I will take care of her until she wilts, she shall not turn weary in my hands until her due time AMEN!

I feel good too, that in the face of ugly reality, I have Jesus to count on.
When was "S-for-Sex?-gesturing-to-me-who-you-are-talking-to" any of my business.
I felt morally offended until SJ hissed to me, "She's a show-off" and gave me the most incredible hug.

and then as I walked to my seat, God showed me a sticker on someone's bible that said, "When God made me, He was showing off."

And there, the hurt I felt held no meaning. The girl I disliked today, erased in my imperfect memory.

I cant even begin to measure My Father's love for me.

Unmeasurable.

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