Spent some quality time with pea today before the week hits "PACKED", catching up with the goss, fellowshipping, shopping and missing every bit of this married best friend (while still seeing so much of her!).
I want to get married too!
Aww. I did so much before, then I didn't so much, and then didn't at all. Now I do (!) again!
[I won't make you believe]
In theory I probably shouldn't believe in love (right now) but I still do (like you Mandy! Woohoo!), very much indeed thank you. I'm still deemed in the right spirit okay! Because God says so!
Spoke to L just now. Found out he is dating!
A little sketch of a really happy him wandered my mind. I smile. I'm happy. I'm not surprised he's seeing someone, I'm more surprised how almost indifferent I feel towards someone I used to think so fondly of, fell so quickly for, fought with, cried with, laughed with and towards the end, a bad breaking up with.
It feels funny - what once was called it, is now best lost to the winds of time, proving Jesus heals all wounds and our stupid imperfect memories.
But do we all move on like that?
To paraphrase my statement, isn't it tiring meeting new people?
I'm thinking: Yes, it is tiring.
I'm believing: But it is good.
I'm thinking: No it isn't.
I'm believing: I'm sure it is.
Oh, I'm drowsing off. I'd had the sort of day where you wake up already tired and it never quite comes together from there.
Mwah. Out.
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